how deep love hurts

yesterday i kept thinking that my life is over witout anyone to hold on to... i still love her [34] but the reason is that my father doesnt approve of me with her and i had to let go something i wanted...i love her but damn~~..i have to move on with no regrets...watever tomorrow brings i'll be there..

i am inlove with someone but the thing is she has a guy and i dnt wanna interpt that relationshp..

i wish i could tiurn back time and have her back in my life..but heres not in any chance i could do that..

damn how could my life suck like this...

if she reads this there is no way i could take her back cause..tha feeling has gone from me..i hate myself for doin the stupid things....

well to be continued....

EZ 10

its kinda weird of me..

What i felt today was unbelieveble even for me to understand.... emm... i didnt sleep till 7 or 8 am this morning....and i woke up around 5pm haha....

if your wondering why i wasnt asleep..actually i was kinda thinking about her...she went to miri this morning and damn~ i was starting to miss her damn~ what a feeling i had haha...i texted her up when she was suppose to wake up i think it was a round 6am...

Haha she was kinda suprised that i didnt go to bed haha....she then asked me why i didnt go to bed....my answer would be that i was thinking bout her too much and it forced me not to close my eyes ehe...and and i was juz wishing her a great journey.....

so she told me to tuck myself into bed...and i was kinda rebelling her hehe...i asked her if she would get mad if i didnt go to sleep...

and what a great answer....it really told me to go to bed straight away ehehe.......

anyways i know thers no one to read this but i'll keep blogging till someone discover me...

starting a new life

congratulation to me for making tis blog spot...in here i will describe whats heading my way in the future...i want to share my problems,my thoughts,and my real life situation...i hope people will be rading this because i dont want to waste any of your time...

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HMM...WAT SHUD I TALK ABOUT...IDNTWANNA TALK ABOUT HER..KRG SOME OF UMARAH KRG HEHE...

ANYWAYS...LAST NYTE I WATCH FRANCEAGAINST ENGLAND AND APPARENTLY ENGLANDLOST 1-0....IT KINDA SAD BUT YETENGLAND PUT OUT A FIGHT...

i really understand wat fabio capello(ENG COACH) was doin with thesquad..he's trying to built up theteam from scracth...enough of footy....

i woke up at 12 nsomeone txt me to go to gdg...but iwas still sleepy yet i had to getup...she was like miscalling me over nover again...haha sorry SUZIE....

anyway i drove out to her house inbunut..n i kinda change my mind boutgoin to gdg..so we went to kiulapehehe...we watch the cartoon movie i forgotthe name...haha..it was ok but itskinda boring for me hehe...cz i was wif a gurl..if i was wih my buddies iwud make jokes to the movie...after the movie we went to tutong..wewere crusing...i got back home around6pm...when i got home my dad scolded me verymuch much coz i took the car totutong..juz a reminder to u all i hvntyet got my license ehe...my da got so pissed off that he triedto grounded me but hello daddy i'm agrown up ehehe...."sorry dad"well i think dats all for today...i'llcontinue writing tomoro...

EZ 10 MONSTERS....peace out yo..

starting new

well letme introduce myself....my name is EZAM...i'm 18 and currentlymingle...i study in mtssr..i'm takingRTE (radio,TV,and electronis)well...where shud i start...i wannatype wats in my mind each day...welltoday...i'm juz intro myself...some of u knw me n some of u wont...i'm not that famous guy...i am amonster... i sing..i get crackeasily...and sometimes i try to befunny..even though its not hehe...welll from here on...whatever i say iwant u all to give me some feedbackson what my topics talking about..


EZ 10 MONSTER

is it too late for me to fall inlove

what am i suppose to do huh...think??she has a guy i shudnt be interuptingher life...yes i'm inlove with her..i know itstoo early too say...i hv dat feelingsfor her...its like i cant stopthinking bout her...huhu...why does all the girl dat ilike been taken...is it juz my badluck kicking in...anyway...i think she knws dat i likeher but i dnt wanna mke her feelawkward around me...cz she has a guy...anyways i'll countinue posting my lifehere ehe...peace out yo...

EZ 10 MONSTERS